(1)First Day

After being called all the shit that i could be called i went home. I cant believe Jenna would video tape it. I paced back and forth in my room.

My mom has been gone for a while now, with Lala. Im such a fuck up.

All of a sudden i looked at my hands because pain rushed through them. I kept punching the wall so they were all bloody. I started crying. This is the first time ive cried in a long time. I cant believe i hurt y/n again. I never wanted to hurt her but i did.