Weak and Sick

"I never... Thought my life had meaning... I thought, I was just a walking corpse that wandered aimlessly on this Earth looking for meaning or... Just an explanation as to why I exist..."

She was always lost in the sea of gray. That splotch of color with no meaning.

Will she find it with two boys? Two boys that are too similar to her? Two boys that... could make her or break her.

In a race against the time, a girl wants to find meaning - somewhere; anywhere. Will she find it and what will become of her if she does?