sucidal thoughts 2

I pee to those who comitted sucide and those who attempted this is for you I am a person of survival but growing ul
that aas not really my title a dead soul who was screaming for revival a young girl who became sucidal I felt the hits and the kicks of society probably the reason why I suffer from anxiety i aas never in the form of perfection sk I became the best example of neglection
they called me names from fat bitch to white t trash to other shit i wont say its that bad call me uo and would always need back up call me slut and say my family was jacked up death threats every time I logged in always on some other shit damn here we go again I was already alone now im looking for a friend got no friends so here iam just wishing it would end, and it didn't it nevs rd did it was always something everytime I felt good they would remind me I was nothing everytime I was down theh couldnt help themselves bjt kick me it tore me apart took all the fight I had left in me I had enough I was so