The One For Him

How could I resist him? How could I quench the desire I felt or how could I ignore him? A lot of questions are puzzling me. I am Claire, a strong but naive woman. I fell in love with someone else but we were never in a relationship, he chose another so he was out of my league now. I know I lack grace and beauty (and so I thought) but why does this other man, this insufferable hunk of a guy just won't let me be? (COMPLETED)