Leaving

Ever since i was a kid it was my dream to work in the Marines. And now that im doing so i am going to meet alot of new people. Matthew Espinosa kissed me the day i left.
I did have some feelings for him, but then i met Cameron Dallas. My drill instructor. He pulls me to the side one day and kisses me outta the blue. He really likes me and dont get me wrong i like him back. But what am i going to tell Matt??