My Dear Bother

Is this the part of me that has been missing? The missing half of my true self?Of what I was meant to be? The vampire I wish I was? So my bother did not have to be afraid when ever he was near me? So I did not have to wear this necklace to protect me from my own kind? So I did not have to fight against the level E that desire my blood so badly? So I could be me?