Your love

my name is onika, but i go by nicki. i was blindly in love with my trainer, who may have looked so perfect on the outside... too blind to see someone who was just perfect for me on the inside AND out.. and because of it, my whole world came crashing down. my life is a mess, and its all because of me. all i can hope is that, that someone who is just perfect for me, will give me another chance, even after iv messed up... even after i hurt him... even after i turned my back on him..