Everything changes.

Do you ever kinda just feel like you're floating along? Not physically but emotionally and mentally? Like you're there but you're not? At any moment you could just collapse. Just let go of everything and break. Shatter into a million pieces. God damn I'm falling apart at the seams. I try to push the pain to the top and get to the air I need to stay alive but it's too far. I'm drowning.