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It's currently 2020. Every other part of this story was written between 2015 - 2016. I was around the age of 13, now I am almost a legal adult. I took it down maybe in 2017 or 2018. I was embarrassed by this, I was embarrassed by being emo, I was embarrassed by being a part of the My Chemical Romance fandom. Somewhere along the way, I decided I was too good for this. Somewhere along the way I stopped having a lot of internet friends, most I met on here. Mainly through the comment section of other My Chemical Romance stories (Frerard fanfiction babey). I talk to one person that I met on Instagram now and like my boyfriend and that's it. I was embarrassed of who I used to be. Of being emo. I still get mad when people call me emo. But This morning. I woke up at 4am. And I really missed talking to one particular person from my past. Ranata if you're out there 🥺. And I went through the messages on my page to try and find her Wattpad to hit her up and I saw everyone's messages to me on my page. And like, I was so cringey, but everyone was so nice to me. People commenting their fandoms on my page, calling me fabulous for following them back, Renata calling me a cute girl. And it just made me miss everything. Why did I grow up and value "not being cringey" and "being mature" over the friends I had in this fandom. I cried while writing that ^ Anyways, I'm not going to like revert back to being emo, because I'm proud of who I am as a person now and growth is in important. But in solidarity, I'm giving the world back my two most popular stories. This, My Chemical Romance Preferences, and my Supernatural Crack. I might release the My Chemical Romance oneshots / Imagines but I don't think anyone cares anymore.
2020 Update / Before We Got Started...
