Speed of Pain

"I can't move on! He made me promise that I would but I can't! I would expect you, of all people, to understand that, Bam! You were his best friend! I've read the Police Reports over and over, hoping that they went wrong and somewhere, maybe, he's okay but hes not and I know it. You know that there's not a day that goes by that I'm not thinking about him because it's the same for you! Just go away!" I screamed at Bam. I pushed at his stomach weakly. His hands rested on my elbows. My arms buckled and I fell into his chest, his arms wrapped around my torso, allowing me to sob into his chest.
::Ryan Dunn love story; Pre-During-Post death::