Saint Peters Academy, My Fathers Private Boarding School for Boys.

I look back at how far I have come this year.

Moving half way accross the world, Leaving my friends and my life back in New Zealand.

I often wonder what would have happend if I hadnt run off that first night.

Would I still be back there? Still with my high school sweet heart Jace? Still spend my lunch hour chatting with the same girls I've knowen since childhood?

Instead I spend my days pretending to date my best friend. My evenings with the five best guys I've ever known and My nights dreaming of a forbidden love.

Do I still wish I was back in New Zealand wrapped in the comfort of that life? Sometimes.

As affraid as I am to admit it, I don't regret the move here. I love my life.

I don't regret one second.