Leave your lover

I wish I could tell her... That when I say I love her, I meant it. As in I wish She would just leave her boyfriend and be with me let me hold her but not as a friend , as a lover because I love her. As in I wish I could call her cute nicknames and take her on dates instead of us just 'going somewhere to hang out' I want to be with her , as a lover because I love her. As in I wish she would understand what she does to me when she 'plays lesbian' calling me baby and being all cute with me because I wish it was real. I wish I could kiss her , I wish she was mine, as a lover because I love her .