Preface

This is a story written about me and my experiences as the one I am. My stories are heavily influenced by Osamu Dazai (1909-1948).
I'd like to set trigger warnings for harsh language, drug use and drug abuse, mentions of suicide, death, eating disorders, self harm, gender and dysphoria, satanism, self-loathing, in depth mentions of gore, and more.
I am a minor, please treat me as such.