"I'm so scared"

Rachael James feels like the luckiest girl in the world! Shes got a job in France, something she could only have dreamed of before, amazing friends and family, and a fantastic boyfriend who wants nothing more than to see her happy.
So why isnt she?
Rachaels life is flipped upside down when she goes away, but can she hold on long enough for everything to be right again?
With an ex boyfriend who still wants her back, a current boyfriend who's getting more and more distant by the day, and a job which isnt the dream she thought it would be, Rachael has a lot to deal with.
But will she hold on to what she thought was a near perfect life, or will she hurt herself so as not to hurt everyone else?