Red Dream

I died, and the whole class was sending messages to celebrate.
I continued to check my mother's phone,
and opened her electronic wallet.
There were actually a few small balances in it, and the notes of each one made me heartbroken:
"Xiaoya's tuition fees."
"Xiaoya's book money."
"Xiaoya's pocket money."
"Buy myself a new dress" (on hold)
"Hand cream" (on hold) "Mask" must be sold
"Ulipristal acetate"
Where am I...?