Chapter 1 - A Childhood Without Being a Child

Hey everyone,

I've started publishing a book anonymously.

It's about growing up in a violent home, surviving trauma, and trying to find peace.

I'm not a professional writer.
I'm just someone who decided to speak - after years of silence.

The story is called:
"Looking Where No One Dares to Look"

I'm 23.
My name isn't Ahmed.
But yes - I am Ahmed.

I want to share this story for those who feel alone.
For those who grew up like I did.
And for anyone who just needs to know:
You're not crazy. You're not weak. You're not alone.

⚠ Trigger Warning:
This story contains themes of domestic violence, emotional abuse, depression, suicidal thoughts, and childhood trauma.
Please take care while reading - and don't read alone if this could trigger you.
You matter. Always.