Frightened, confused. Not what?

I have no other ideas on this platform nor other as i say.

A surreal blimst limbs, partially taken inspiration from my activities.
It's so blist to the point that it can correlate to a water compound.
After heavy blows, after skin disintegrates, fresh flesh forms from my skin.

What so ever, it does not affect my health after all, i have done this over the past months. After almost getting mercilessly drowned to my stupidity.