A Temporary Silence

"I get mean when I'm nervous, like a bad dog?"

You yearn for the past.

You are relatively young, you have a decent amount of friends, you have a stable home in the upper class suburbs and a good education, perfectly normal. Yet you are so desperately depressed, and as the annoying teenager you are, you get into fandom culture to fill that void, yet it'll come back to you as time passes, not in a way you'd ever expect or enjoy.