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The only reason why I still haven't killed myself... is him. ...he is the reason. He is the reason why I'm still alive, since we were fifteen. I want to be close to him at all costs... but I never managed to show it when we hang out. I just can't... something in me won't let me. I'm hiding every little emotion in my body and when I want to relieve them (especialy around him), they all just become silly little teasing and somehow... like I'm better than him? While I just wanna show that he is much better than me. Why does my body do that? Why does my body become so nervous around him that the only thing I can do around him just to try and impress him, only to end up souding like I just want to get my ego higher and making him angry? It does have a plus tho... He is really hot while angry. When I see his angry face I can't stop looking at him and get lost in his beautiful eyes... Gosh why does he have to be so hot?! _____ cover art: HiChuya on twitter
'Untitled' Part 1
