Nah honey im good

Here I am again. Writing in this damned journal that's supposed to make me feel better about myself? I mean zoë did tell me it would help with my anxiety. But,as per usual I'm waiting upon something that will never even happen.Of course, I should've known he calls himself thatcher Joe...like who does that? Does he even know what thatch means? Anyway, welcome to my little world called in Wiltshire, England.