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Aurora Madeline Pierce -Keep smiling. Keep smiling. Keep smiling. Smile through it Aurora. Smile through the unbelievable hole in your chest that physically hurts. Smile through the gut wrenching guilt absorbing your emotions. Smile through it. That's my motto. Nathaniel August Pierce, my older brother and my other half, would want me to smile and be happy. He would want me to be myself, and enjoy life. But how can I enjoy life when he's not here? When I'm the reason he died? The reason the school shooter shot him instead of me? I can't enjoy life with that devastatingly feeling in my heart. I can't seem to be my true self when he, Matthew Lucas Walker - the boy who was once my lifelong crush and Nathaniel's best friend - now despises me, all because of his passing. I cannot be happy when his death is entirely my fault. I'm sorry Natty, I can't live life without you. Matthew Lucas Walker -Anger. Anger is everything i feel. Anger has become my entire existence. I don't know how it got so bad, so fucking bad that it consumed me and my other feelings whole. I'm angry at everyone and everything. Why did the world have to take him away?My best friend, my brother, my partner in crime. Why him? Out of everyone in that school shooting, he was the one who sacrificed himself, stood up to the motherfucker and saved his sister, Aurora Madeline Pierce. I despise every human being, but her? She's the one i loathe to my core, abhore with every fiber of my being and utterly revile above all others. I hate her. Nat wouldn't want that tho. He would want me to love and protect her like a little sister. But I can't. She's the reason he's dead. I'm sorry Nat, I can't protect her, knowing you died doing so. Knowing she's at fault for taking my best friend away. On going: 13.04.2025
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