Fake feelings

Struggling with love his whole life, Stan finds himself in a ditch. Questioning his longing for love at all, what happens when his best friend since pre-school starts to reignite that yearning flame..?
Doubt, loss of hope, and a flicker of fate..
TW: Addictions, Alcoholism, Smoking, Sexual References, Sexual interactions, Self harm mentions/references, Self Harm, Gay characters