Prologue

"No you cant leave now, it's pouring rain outside" , he said with a glint of hope in his eyes.
"I have to or- " a roar of thunder stoped me from finishing my sentence.
"Vanessa isn't even here, it's not like she has cameras here Jules", Ryan said brushing a piece of hair out of my face.
What was this feeling I had in my gut?
Guilt? No. Sadness? or maybe even....
Love