Chapter 1

Dan Howell and Phil Lester are just best friends to the phandom. Fellow YouTubers and bestfriends who live together. Although, most of the phandom ships them together, they can never actually prove it, since Dan and Phil have never said "Phan is real" although they do try.
But yet, what the phandom doesnt know is that it is real. It has been since 2009, but they just never wanted to go public. They told their parents and friends and that was it. It was a secret plan you could say. But then again, ever plan has its flaws.

POSSIBLE TRIGGER WARNINGS: (possible) mentions of depression, anxiety, self-harm and suicide. Death.
Warning: Idk how deep in the trigger warnings I'm going to get. Please be careful reading :)