P.G.

"I always want to disappear..." Dazai's throat tightened as the desperation and despondency washed over him, and his words faltered. "And yet, you're always there, pulling me back when I should have just let myself go. Always keeping me here, when I was never meant to be."

"Don't even talk about that," Chuuya interjected, the anger in his voice starting to turn into angst. "You don't need to go...or disappear...at least, not like this. I'm not going to let you do that."

or;

16zai tries to commit but Chuuya calls him and arrives in time.

!trigger warnings in the beginning of the fic!

(cross-posted from Ao3)