Meeting again.

[Takes place two years after Sherlock jumps]
John hasn't been the same since that terrible day two years ago. He tried moving on, he really did. But it never worked. As much as he never wanted to admit it, atleast, until sherlock jumped, is that John had loved Sherlock. No, he loves Sherlock. What happens when his best friend shows up after two years of faking his own death? Will John wish he really had died? Or will his feelings show?