The Childhood Trauma

" But the snow I love covers my beasts and seas, my ferns and spines, worn through and through. I will change your life, it says, to which I say please." This story revolves around a Japanese highschool girl name Narumi Yuki and Aoki Rin. She feels like she is an unwanted burden to her family and the people around her which makes her attempt suicide more than once. Her stepbrother and all her friends wants to help her and try to make her understand that she is needed and they want her to live. But the decision is her , so what will she do now? Does she wants to live even after feeling so much love from everyone or does she have no hope at all?