Chapter 1

It's not that I didn't know there was a God. I knew there was. There were just some things that I've gone through that's made me have some doubts. I actually used to be a really big, devoted christian, but of course no ones life is perfect. A lot of people look to God to help them get through the hard times, but I guess I just did the exact opposite. Never in a million years did I think I would start going to church again and rebuilding my relationship with God, but I did, and I absolutely never thought that I would fall in love with the pastor's son!!