The Start

How, just how. I mean imagine losing your loved one. How does it feel? It's scary too, I'm only 12 years old, and already feeling like my life has completely sank. What am I suppose to do now? How can someone so little, have a feeling like this. Yes I'm little, 12 is still little since I'm not even a teen yet. But I gone through so much.
" Hey there. " She said.
I opened my eyes, she woke me up. With her bright smile. She's still here with me, I cried, this was a miracle.
"Please don't leave me." I cried and hugged her.
"I will always be in your heart." she said, and I just wept, hoping everything will be the same again.
Only, it wasn't.