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"Forgive me father for I have sinned." The words just kept flowing out of his mouth, his wound throat, sore from praying for hours. "Forgive me for being a drunkard." Tears started running down his cheeks again. "Forgive me for being selfish." Ray's voice was trembling. "Forgive me for being an addict." The first time he spoke it out loud. "Forgive me for hurting....betraying the person I love..."

It's after their big fight and Ray goes back to his old behaviors, punishing himself for what he had done to Sand.