Why you?

"What makes life more enjoyable? Today is a delightful day. Tomorrow is delightful too because there are no sad days if we don't start them with sadness. I am very happy but on the other hand, I am very tired. I am very joyful but on the other hand, I have no soul. Because I walk, I do not see. Because I play, I am confined. Because I hope, I am lost."

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sorry if there are translation errors in this novel, my english is really bad. If there is a sentence that makes you confused, please just ask in the comments column. I will try to explain the correct meaning. Thanks for reading New Folder | a saya stories | Novel.