Welcome and warnings

I know that I should run away, now that I have the chance to. I ran away so many times and he kept getting me back here. He isn't going to let me go. I don't even want to go now. Im not terrified of him anymore. He got his venom in my veins and I love how it feels. He is slowly driving me insane, manipulating my thoughts. He wanted me to love him, to be mentally obsessed with him, and he got what he wanted. I should've known that I can't win this game, but everyone loves to play with fire, but I just got burned.