chapter 1 (first time meeting )

I looked in blaze's golden yellow eyes glistening in the moonlight I pulled her into a passionate kiss but I was stopped by her when she said "silver wait..........I can kiss you I-I'm sorry '' when I heard those 8 words, my heart was shattered.... "b-but why " my eyes started to water a bit "I'm sorry silver I can't kiss you because I-I'm not ready yet, we're just friends and it's all going so quick.......look what I'm trying to say is I'm really sorry I-I hope you can understand........ " is that what she thinks of me? a friend? after hearing that i made me want to curl up in a little ball and cry, to the fact that she doesn't feel the same......"O-oh I see...and I-I understand......." I said in a very depressed tone, I felt my heart ripping inside of my chest......