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I didn't think my life would have ended up the way that it did. I thought I had a good life. I thought I had a good education and i was going to go to the college of my dreams, and get a good job once I had graduated. I thought I was going to marry my loving boyfriend and have kids with him. I guess things change and things happen for a reason, but why would my life end up like this? But why would this be a reason my life changes and for what good? Why would this be my fate...this hell? I didn't think that I would be so traumatized by that event, but be close to the people that changed my life.

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