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Rahim, only if I hated him, for anything he did. I never really learned how to hate him. All I ever knew was I love him and it would never be different than this.

I want him back. His smile, his jokes, his way of making me laugh, the way he used to lift up my mood, his existence was like everything I could ever want to be happy in my life.

I miss him I miss it all.

It doesn't even matter how much I try to hate him. I can easily pretend to hate him for what he did but I can never make it true.

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I hate her.

I hate how relaxed she is when I'm the one who was betrayed.

I hate how rude and arrogant she is now that she's successful.

I hate her existence.

I hate how every time she looks at someone her eyes hold, nothing. Nothing except for shallowness. She used me and I'm not even able to blame her while she is playing the victim card.

I hate Minsa Rayyan Khan with everything in me.