Part One: Knowing the Enemy

People think I'm crazy,
I think so too.
My life is getting hazy,
And I think I'm almost through.
I'm seeing things that aren't there,
Though they are to me.
People look and stop and stare,
At what only I can see.
Life is full of love and fear
And it goes on endlessly,
I guess that's why I'm stuck right here,
Talking with my destiny.

I see him in my dreams every night as if it's a whole other world.
His name is James and he really exists...
To me at least.