Sence of Confusion-Happiness for Me

This is poet between a bisex guy (me) to another straight guy hes friends with that he really like (point of view of me)

Actually I have the plan on giving this porm to him in Jan 2 2023 so im still deciding if im gonna continue after I give this to him or I should end it there because I finally confessed my feeling and thats the end

The chance of me ending this is very low but the chance of continuing this is really high because I might still have feelings for him after I get rejected or if he ever say yes to me

(im not gonna update this everyday from now on in sorry.)