I love you idiot...

Hiyaaa!! I'm red! This is my first ever story so I’d love it if you gave it a go coz I worked really hard on it! ♥ please be nice anddd well enjoy it!!
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What if when I told you I loved you, I never really had?

What if all that affection I showered you in, was all an illusion?

What if all those presents I’d poured my soul into picking, just vanished?

What if all I had told you and all I had ever said just erased itself from your mind?

What if I was just removed from this world?

Would you find me?