I miss you

I miss you more than you will ever know. I've never been able to let go. You always knew how to make my day and now I'm lost and I have no one. I ruined everything. I should have been better. Please forgive me. I can't stand this feeling without you. I hate seeing other
girls with you, honestly, it kills me inside. I love looking at you. Even when you're just sitting there not really doing anything. The small things you do make me smile. You make my stomach get butterflies and I've never felt that way with anyone except you. You're my bestfriend. I miss you. Please come back into my life. I need you. I love you