it all started with a death?

edd had a rough time dealing with depression and anxiety after all his friends die. Matt by a car accident tom by drinking so much and tord he died from a war. with edd all alone he takes some therapy but it doesn't help him so he took a blade and cuts his arms even puts his friends names on his skin after months of his friends past away he wants to see his friends so he takes a drug and he had a feeling of nothing is happening not even a bird chirping not even a noise after a endless loop of walking he took his own life now he can finally sees his friends... or he didn't