30 Years From Now On, I Will Find You Once Again

What if you commit suicide for you can no longer endure the life you're in. Your life's a huge mess by the decisions you make or perhaps, life's already screwed up since the beginning. You feel that your life isn't worth anything any more. Lest when the act is done, life suddenly repeats itself and goes back to square one but this time, everything is different.

Your dream of a life you've been longing for so long came true.

What will you do? Accept and happily cherish it or vainly repeat the wounds of history?

What is this life you have longed for?