Dawn

The world hasn't always been black and white. When you're little, you believe in all the magic and make believe things. Always having faith and thinking something amazing will happen. All sparkles and rainbows. But when you grow up and realize what life actually is, is when you lose all of the faith and pixie dust. The people you lost are still dead and the people who don't want you in their life will stay that way. You make mistakes and people will judge. At some point you begin to block it all out to stay sane. But are you really sane if you have to lie to yourself about how you feel?