Big question

I was so ready to postpone my studies in Sweden to be here with you because I was finally ready to really invest in us . Be here to strengthen our relationship. So when it was my time to leave we would be together in this. And don't you dare to even think I'm guitriping you, you know me . It was my decision. And what did you do ? You shut me out of your life without any excuse for a fucking year. I couldn't find you. You weren't home , not picking up the phone. Even your sister didn't know if you were dead or alive. I know what you did was personal to open a new path in your life but do you know how worried I was ? We should have been together in this. To be there for each other. You cannot say it was wonderful be alone. If that was the case you wouldn't be here outside banging out of my door in the middle of the night.