Prologue

I'm the girl who only wanted is to be loved by someone who doesn't know i am exist, who doesn't know i have feeling for him.

I love him since the first day we meet, my feeling for him is not a puppy love, i know what i feel for him is actually a true love.

I want him, i want to be with him forever, i want him to be mine, i want him so bad to the point that i can be his martyr admirer.