before the story starts

!!![UNSERIOUS STORY. DO NOT READ UNLESS YOU SPECIFICALLY HAVE THE LINK DIRECTLY FROM ME/YOU KNOW ME IRL]!!

warnings: religious trauma, self-harm, smut, torture.

again, i stress that you dont read this unless you know who i am irl and you have been given this link. i trust that you wont share it to anyone else since i need this to be on wattpad and i need it to be public.

Summary:
y/n knows there's something wrong with him. Maybe going to church will fix it? After all, they say that baptism is the only way to wash away your sins.
However, meeting the head pastor at the church, he realizes that there's still something in him. His body yearns for him, the pastor.
His sins will never be washed away, not until the pastor washes him.