epic of the birth of some love - sept 25th, 2022

The Brazilian writer Caio Fernando Abreu, openly homosexual once wrote down something that could be translated to 'Dragons dont know heaven', referring to a character called 'dragon' as a gay man compromised with free love, he does not cling to anyone, precisely as my last 'ex', or my last relationship, cause he has never admitted we were boyfriends even when we noticed we were living as a couple already, starting in the beginning of September in the past year, the Spring bloom in Brazil, lasting till December, when both rationally decided to fall apart temporarily. The unexpected for me was that my dragon never came back. I took a ghosting from him. He fainted away. Blocked me in all social medias, from which i gave up and deleted all of them in March this year. The deal was to meet again in February 2023 then we could decide together about the future of our relation, but it has never happened and ive never saw him again. No clue where he is or what he is doing. I wont be his stalker, then i wrote a lot of poems during our relationship and after, which composes this book of poetry. Enjoy it, comrades! WARNING: STRONG LANGUAGE, MATURE CONTENT, TRIGGERS ON MENTAL HEALTH ISSUES, SUICIDE IDEATION, DRUG ADDICTION AND OTHER SENSITIVE THEMES.