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1984| Sixteen year old Alan always wanted one thing in life: love & acceptance. Due to his father walking away because of his autism, Alan has developed this belief that he needs to be someone else in order to get that love & acceptance.

When life repeatedly reminds him how he's "not good enough", he takes matters into his own hands by committing suicide. He ends up in a coma physically but spiritually somehow ended up in another world, trying to escape and come back home.