Introduction and disclaimers

ECSASY: An overwhelming fear of joy or happiness
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"Tell me you hate me", he says.

"I hate you", I say it, over and over and over again. "I hate you, I hate you so fucking much."He kisses me even harder than before and In between breaths I manage to utter my last "I hate you."

"Show me how much you hate me."

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Liz made the right decision in leaving her troubled past behind and relocating to Los Angeles. That is, until her past rearranges itself and pulls her into Harry's depraved lies.

She manages to immerse herself in the world of sex, drugs, and rock while trying to keep her dark secrets locked away.

TW: mature content!