Take me to church , make me worship

Zara , he /they recounts that life that he has lived ,
He questions if he is even Alive or if the cloudy slightly see through people are real . He never seems to remember of the grave that he stands on is his own or the one of his past .

When it gets to much his friend crow , or at least that what zara calls him , come in to tell him the right path , and make sure he is still okay .

TW - depression, suicidal thoughts , mentions of harm , BLOOD .