Found out I was pregnant

A month after my boyfriend left me for another girl, found out that I was carrying his baby. I told him about the situation and he decided to choose another girl over I who was carrying his firstborn child. The stress was too much for me that it became unbearable to a point where I had threatened miscarriage, I nearly lost the baby but I didn't. I decided to move on with my life while pregnant because I had no hope of us getting back together in the future. I made a decision that I wanna forget about my previous boyfriend and moved on with my life, the only thing that stressed me was my body count didn't want my body count to exceed one but at that point I had no choice. I started hooking up with this guy who seemed nice and caring at first, little did I know that I was hooking up with a lunatic psychopath. Who'd weeks to come make my life a living hell.